sad

again, another heartbreak? my heart isn't shattered anymore...it's crumbled into dust. i never would've thought this. it was the second time around, i thought things were going to be different this time, i thought you changed. i'm so hurt, i really am. i wonder what's running through your head right now? 'cause in my head, all i seem to think about is YOU. not how much you hurt me...but how much I miss you. I gave you too much, baby. I'm tired of crying and sleeping on it, I'm not as strong as everyone thinks I am.  Why does it have to be an instant re-play of last summer?? Why?, It's not okay for me. I'm still right here...waiting for you, where'd you go? Please don't let me down, again...